AVOIDANCE

One more time I sit here just picturing myself completing "THE BOX".
Completion would make life soooo much easier.
I know I can do it, and when it is done it will be grand.
I think stress and I have become too good of companions - I am actually choosing its company over its relief. Darn that box.
What is wrong with me? Where is my self motivation? Where is my enthusiastic devotion to "THE BOX"? When did my vision exit my view? When did the plan, dubbed Mission Possible, become dread? When did my subconscious thought take over my action? Yikes...maybe it IS time to move on...

"THE BOX" is a prep tool for the big federal review happening at work in two and a half weeks...my idea - started about 4 months ago, my enthusiasm passed on to my staff (theirs are for the most part complete), my headache, and I believe my current source of reason for procrastination.